Surrounding her bedside, we said good-bye to my amazing Mom just before midnight on December 30th. We have been left with the heartache and confusion of not understanding how God could possibly want to call her home so soon. She was determined to fight this cancer, no matter how painful or exhausting, because she knew there was so much more of God’s work to be done. My heart cried out for answers. Not just for me, but for so many of you that loved her, and learned from her. Lord, please help me understand… why?

As I’m sure many of you are feeling, I need to find a place where I can be still and wait without an overwhelming need to have the answers right now. What this means to me is that I have been called by God to accept that His timing is perfect, His ways are just, and that all things are possible through Him. These are simple truths that most of us accept when we first become Christians. But to acknowledge them in a time like this is when we truly grow in Christ.

His divine and direct use of my Mother as His faithful servant is real. We may not yet know what we will learn from this, but God has spoken, and we must listen.

I wish I had words of comfort, but this can’t be a comfortable place. It’s heartbreaking, and it makes us cry out. But in my deepest sorrow, I know that I must have hope. I must have hope that I am in a place to experience the ultimate learning… the kind which comes from being so completely separated from what I thought to have been true. Lord, let me be open to your teaching. Allow me to have doubts, questions, and sorrow as I seek Your will. In Your mercy, help me to find peace and comfort as I mourn, and I will rest in knowing that Your ways are loving, even far beyond our understanding.

I am deeply grateful for each of you… your generous support, prayers, and love have blessed my Mom in so many ways, as well as our whole family.

Mom, I know you will be dancing at Grady’s wedding… just as you are dancing in Heaven now.

Memorial Information:

Please join us for a Celebration of Life Service on Saturday, January 7th at 6 pm at BridgeWay Church, 5201 E Warren Avenue Denver, Colorado 80222

http://www.evergreenmemorialpark.com/obits.htm

Blessings,

Valerie

Your prayers are working! Mom’s vital signs are strong, and her collapsed lung is improving. She is a fighter! Please continue to pray for wisdom for her doctors, and a full recovery. Rich and I both know she is surrounded by God’s awesome love, and has been lifted up by all of your prayers and support.

You are Blessings!

Valerie

Merry Christmas Dear Friends and Family,

Please send lots of prayers out for Mom today. Early this morning, Rich called 911 because her breathing was extremely labored. In the ER, they discovered her lung had collapsed. She was sedated and placed on a breathing tube. It’s only been a few hours, but they told Rich she might need the tube for a few days. Once the tube was in place, her heart rate and color were both very good.

I will update when I know more. Mom is such a fighter, I know she will get through this latest battle. Please pray for Rich too, he needs comfort and rest. I’m so very thankful for him.

In God’s Love,
Valerie

11-25-2011
Health Blog Update from Gail
HAPPY “THANKS LIVING” EVERYONE!
(Every day is a day of Thanksgiving to our amazing God and what He has done in our lives!) The Lord gave Rich Psalm 118 last night in the shower. We are proclaiming it from the rooftops – and ask you to join with us for your own lives).
Apologies for the long delay in getting this out. So many of you have asked how to be praying and what’s the latest. Each week things keep changing and more input from doctors – so I waited to give you the current news.
Let me begin on a very positive note. The rest will be details if you have a short timeframe to read this. I plan to keep it short (hmmmm – a miracle in itself from wordy me☺)
Today, Tuesday, Nov. 22, Rich and I had my bi-weekly appointment with Dr. Schewe, my Radiologist/Oncologist. He is my primary oversight doctor here in Denver even though I’m not on radiation anymore. He works closely with Dr. Kantor’s office – the doc that administers the intravenous drug (not chemo)and monitors my blood work for Burzynski Clinic in Houston. (Dr. Burzynski sends a Directive to these doctors with which they have been amazingly gracious to comply. Imagine that?!)
Rich & I have grown very close to Dr. Schewe. He’s a Believer and really loves us. His wisdom and experience is amazing but most of all, he knows the bottom line is God. Today, in our time with him, he pulled his chair over to pray for us .(How many doctors do that?!) And then he said something that surprised us. In talking about the future, he actually admitted that, in his opinion, I shouldn’t be here now. But, in his words, he said that he has watched over the last few months how prayers, faith, our determination to get through this, how God has led us – (and I’m adding to that the best of doctors which includes especially Dr. Burzynski and his clinic staff, Dr. S. himself, Dr. Musani @ National Jewish, Dr. Kantor & staff (oncologist) and Dr. RahShel Katzler – my Naturopathic friend and doctor who is amazing . . .not to mention the Heart Doc & Urologist. (Good grief!!) All of whom God has sovereignly led us to – without a doubt. (So truly it’s all about Him).
Dr. S. went on to say that we have ministered to him – so he knows this walk we’re on has ministered to others in ways we don’t even know. If that is true, it has been my heart all along that this was the purpose of the journey. And if so, I’m glad to walk it out. Even in moments alone with Rich when I fall in his arms in tears – feeling the physical effects and fighting off a smidgen of doubt or unbelief. (Yep – I’m not as strong as I look guys. Human, though).
Other than the Lord, my biggest support has come from my hubby, Rich. This has been probably harder on him than me and he has been more than anyone could ask. Besides the ministry and people that are precious to him who are many going through much themselves, he has a 96 year old Mom he’s the primary care for – who still lives in her own apartment!
My daughter, Valerie, and I have grown even closer through this as she has literally ‘taken charge’ in many areas that were strategic – all the way from California. I don’t know what I would do without her – and our wonderful son-in-law, Tim. Val met me on the last trip to Houston in October along with my two nephews. Brother-in law there too plus some good friends. One nephew came all the way from Chicago to join us. What a precious time. And there’s our spiritual ‘family’ here in Denver who are amazing. I could go on.
Have I mentioned the unbelievable support we have received from so many of you?? Burzynski Clinic simply could not be happening without you and it is key. The medical field in general does what it knows to do from training and FDA approved criteria. Dr. Burzynski’s treatments – although using some of the FDA drugs and some of his own – but, through further years of research, only uses those that target the areas needed – not necessarily agreeing with the medical field which those are. The medical field tends to blast – especially chemo – in hopes it will kill the bad cells while it actually kills good ones and releases toxins everywhere! So much more to be said for Dr. Burzynski and his research and clinic – just need to go online and see for yourself.
Most of all, whether you’ve helped financially or not – your prayers have lifted up our arms and I’m where I am today because of them. Alive and going forward totally believing for ‘cure’ not just ‘remission’!! We have literally been overwhelmed by your love. There are so many of you we haven’t seen in months or years – from all over the world – and yet, there you are. What can we say? There are no words for ‘thank you’.
It’s true the battle still rages on. I am not completely ‘free’ yet. Dr. Burzynski, at my last consultation in October, expects to see complete remission in 4-6 months. (That was over a month ago now).
Dr. Musani (the best in his field) at National Jewish Medical Clinic believes the pulmonary issues should clear up completely in a few more months. I will have another Pet Scan & MRI in December which will tell us more. The last one in early October showed some tiny cells in the bones – shoulders, and hip. Other tiny cells were seen in stomach area, and also in the adrenal glands. Maybe a tiny spot in the brain area – which Doctor Schewe is not concerned about. Could be scar tissue. Good news – it’s out of the lung and lymph nodes. Yea, God! But after Dr. S. said he didn’t expect me to still be here a few months ago – I call that amazing progress!! He is now VERY positive about the future. We talked today about 20-30 years in the future! That’s the plan Rich & have had all along!! I WILL dance at Grady’s wedding!!
SO – that’s it. (Did I say ‘short’? –☹)
A few more months (short of God’s miraculous intervention) of heavy meds, lots of nutrition, big finances to get us through (with meds we have to pay for, trips to Houston, etc., etc.,) and continued prayer support not letting up – we’re going to see healing – win the battle – and see the fruit. Then help others. All to the glory of God!!
As I’ve mentioned before, we have a vision for what we believe God will do with all of this that could be life changing for the Body of Christ who have ears to hear. We are aware of this being some of the most difficult times for many of us in a variety of arenas. And many of us will see a testimony with what we’ve learned though it for all others to benefit from. (James 1:2-4) There are amazing teachers we know who each have a part they have walked in the different areas of Spirit, Soul & Body. It’s about all three. And we want to find how God wants this taught in the hour that we are in. He’s showing us a plan, we believe. We’ll share it with you as it continues to formulate.
Thank you for reading this. Specific prayer requests below. Any questions or comments please call or E-mail. Again – I say over and over, there are no adequate words to thank you for your support and love. Our prayers are for you and our desire is to give back all we can. Because I haven’t send out individual thank you notes as I have wanted to do – time and energy has prevented it – so this is that until I can. Please forgive but accept this as from the heart. You all know who you are.
With all our love and gratefulness,
Gail and Rich
Prayer Requests:
• Immunity from toxic side effects from the chemo pills (they are the big guns) Mark 16:17 & 18
• GOOD, positive results from the next Pet Scan & MRI (late December or early January)! No more cancer!
• Continued wisdom for the doctors
• Miraculous Finances to get through very expensive 3-4 months ahead (at least). One drug is $3800 alone – a month!
• Strength & peace for Rich
• For God to heal without needing any of the above!!!!

October 12, 2011 BLOG Update (Test Results)
Hi Everyone:
Many of you know that we were awaiting test results from last week. Here they are:
The MRI shows all that has been radiated in the past is all clear of the cancer and the residue around it. There is a very tiny spot behind the frontal lobe which is undetectable. Could be nothing – could be something trying to start. Way too soon to tell.
The Pet Scan shows no obvious tumor remaining in the lung. A lot of the scarring/ radiation residue that was so prevalent has dissipated significantly. Those were the serious threats.

The following is what’s happening now: There are some spots showing up they call “failures”. These are things they don’t expect when going after the ‘big’ guys but good doctors are told to always keep an eye out for them. Apparently I have some very small ones. Mostly in the bone – both shoulder areas and a lower hip. Plus one in the stomach cavity. Also in the adrenals. One from before, apparently, and a new one starting up. These in themselves are not lethal but need to be addressed by cancer drugs that stops the blood from carrying the cells. The Burzynski Clinic let me “fast” off two of the major drugs I took for the cancer because of the side effects and my breathing problems. ( I think I over persuaded them on those issues and they will be totally re-evaluating everything when they get these reports. Plus I will see them next Thursday & Friday) Also – my Dr. Schewe, Radiologist/Oncologist here is willing to speak with them by phone on the 20th or before as he knows my case from start to finish.

I am still on two major cancer drugs plus a number of alternatives. There will be some changes ( I’m sure back on the very expensive two drugs I’ve been fasting) in the next week after I get to – or before I go to – Houston. I am really not as deeply disappointed as I could be – (Rich is) because I feel like I haven’t done all that Burzynski wanted me to do – but now I’m going to be a better patient and do ALL I’m told. It will be good to see them again in person. I feel certain that the Lord has this well in hand and is using Dr. Schewe’s oversight here and the Burzynski’s to a complete cure for this cancer issue. By the way – the cancer/oncologist’s office has been very cooperative to do my blood work weekly for the Docs in Houston. That’s huge.
The breathing is still an issue – still unknown cause. The Pet Scan shows a definite decrease in the lung area so its a mystery why the cough and breathing are still so bad. I see a Dr. Musani at National Jewish – Research/Pulmonologist – this Friday. I am also seeing RahShel – of JahRophe Institute of Natural Medicine helping me from the Alternative side for the pulmonary– she is amazing. Also seeing Pastor Lee Eddy getting rid of ‘soulish’ junk and residue – amazing gift he has. Not counseling – really different and fruitful! Remember – I’m in this to for the whole package – spirit, soul and body – to be able to help others in the Body of Christ and anyone who has ears to hear.

In my next Blog, I’ll share the vision the Lord has given me to see how He will make that come about. He will use different ones who have a part of the puzzle for life changing revelation coming together to awaken us to truths that can/will stop the sicknesses that have crept into God’s people – spirit, soul & body. Pretty exciting. That’s why – with this vision in my heart – I am gladly willing to walk this out learning all I can along the way – and amazed at the specific people he has brought into our path for the journey. Too much to explain now but I sure will later!

My daughter, Valerie, is flying in from California to meet me in Houston next Wednesday for my follow up at the Burzynski Clinic, and my (Police Chief) nephew, Kevin, from Chicago will also be joining us. With a brother–in-law and another nephew living there – it will be a great family time too. SO glad to have Val meet my doctors and see the clinic. Rich will stay home this trip knowing I’m in good hands.

Looks like the high costs of drugs and Clinic visits will go on for a while to clear up what’s happening with these “failures” spreading. God – through so many of you – has so miraculously provided to date and we have no doubt what we’ll need will be there when we need it.
Specific prayer requests:
• That the spreading through the blood of more cancer cells STOPS!
• Doctors to be led of the Lord for the right combination of drugs and treatment to that end.
• Minimal side effects!
• Finances to cover what’s needed
• An end to the breathing mystery! Normal breathing restored and healed. Strength restored.
• For Rich to be encouraged and strengthened. This has been hard on him emotionally and physically. He totally trusts God to heal me. He still is the primary overseer and care giver for his 96 year old Mom who lives alone on top of everything else he does!
• Several events, school, and seminars happening now and in the next few weeks. Strength and wisdom to pace myself to get ‘er done. Please know I love what I do – but also thankful for the help God has been sending me. My work & teaching (the ministry) energizes me and keeps my head in the right place! Yea! I’m finally learning to delegate!!
• Safe and smooth travel to Houston and back (flying alone this time) and the time spent there (three days) to be all that is intended with doctors and family.

No words to adequately thank you for your concern, prayers, support and love. We are constantly overwhelmed at the love being poured out on us. As briefly mentioned above, may this journey benefit ALL of us ultimately. It will be well worth it – probably much more than we realize now.

With all our love and prayers back to Him for you.
Gail (Rich too!)

Hi Everyone:

The reason that I haven’t updated this for so long – is that all news has been pretty much the same as far as we know since arriving back home from Houston in late August. But many are asking how to pray and there are some definite requests for this coming week and following – so I’ve been encouraged to update you.

Leaving Burzynski’s in Houston after a four day hospital stay (related to pulmonary) – we were encouraged by the cancer – or lack of it – reports (praise God!) but the breathing/lung issues have increased. This has not abated in the last month and a half. After two hospital stays – no doctor has been able to identify the real problem or source. They attribute it to scar tissue, inflammation, residue from pneumonia, and also from previous radiation and chemo. We believe there is still an unidentified underlying factor which needs to be revealed and handled.

I now have a long awaited appointment with a top Pulmonologist Oct. 14 at National Jewish. The one I’ve gone to previously just ’doesn’t know’. I’m praying to get to see the new one – (Dr. Musani) sooner than the 14th and calling daily to check for cancellations. Please pray I can see him soon!

As for the cancer and the effects my breathing has on my heart – I have an MRI, Pet Scan & Echocardiogram all in this current week – with results by the 11th. That will tell if there is any cancer remaining. This will be monitored by Dr. Schewe, my primary doc here in Denver who is also my radiologist/oncologist – a Believer whom we totally love and trust. The test results will be sent immediately to Burzynski Clinic where I go back to Houston the 19th for consultation follow-ups with my Doctor’s there as well as Dr. B. himself on the 20th& 21st. (Interesting note: Dr. B. personally oversees EVERY patient’s chart from all over the world – even with a staff of 22 medical doctors overseeing individual cases). My daughter, Valerie, and a nephew are meeting me there in Houston at the airport. (I have a brother-in-law and another nephew there also). So it will be a good family trip as well. Just three days. Rich will stay home and hold down the fort.

So the biggest issues right now are the pulmonary and the cancer results. I’m currently off two cancer meds of the heavy side-effects to give me a break – but remain on two others. I am on oxygen 24/7, plus steroids for inflammation in the lungs and very low dose morphine for relaxing the breathing (not for pain) so my heart rate remains normal and not overworked from poor breathing. My heart rate had been soaring before and that was a big concern to Dr Schewe and others.

The chemo/oncologist (Dr. Kantor) has been gracious to work with Burzynski’s to monitor my blood work every two weeks and fax results to them which is necessary for the Houston docs to know my condition. My last tests showed increase in white and decrease in red cells – which indicated infection which landed me in the hospital twice before. No more of that! So I am once again on antibiotics.

Great testimony! We received a miracle with the last drug re-fill. What cost us $1900 last month in Houston for some strange reason was $123.50 for 15 days this time and I can re-fill for the same amount! This is the $10,000 per month drug! Walgreens here said it would have been $1000 if I filled it for a month – so the pharmacist did ½ for $123.50. Go figure! Amazing!! (Rich ran over and picked it up really quickly before someone changed their mind!!) I’m now fasting that one along with another $6000 drug that is supposed to be $932 my cost – but I haven’t re-filled it yet so don’t know if and when I go back on it – I’ll receive another miracle! That leaves a $3800 monthly drug (discounted from $4500) which I had some credit for this month but my understanding is that I will need to continue on for a few months to keep the cancer under control and/or gone for good! It’s a special drug researched and developed by Burzynski with HUGE results. We also were able to cover the cost of the upcoming trip to Houston by the grace of God and your prayers and support. Still more expenses for doctor consultations in Houston – but at least the ones here are mostly covered by Medicare. (Some not).

What the future expenses will be and if I need to be back on all the cancer drugs will be determined by the tests this week and the follow-up in Houston. Money has come in as needed to our amazement and we’re trusting God that the financial needs will continue to be met.
After the 11th when I see Dr. Schewe and get the results from this week’s tests, I’ll post the results of your answered prayers on the Blog. ☺

Specific prayer requests for the next couple of weeks:
• Test results from MRI, Pet Scan & Echocardiogram to be clear!! That no cancer has spread and what was there is still gone! Heart OK too.
• Get an appointment with Dr. Musani – Research Pulmonologist at National Jewish Hosp. in Denver sooner than 14th of Oct. But at least, for him to find the source of my lung problems which no one has to date. And ask the Lord to show him how to fix it!!
• Keep my heart strong through all of this.
• Be able to breathe again and function normally.
• Safe, smooth travel to and from Houston. I’m flying alone this time minus my oxygen tank – but I do have liquid oxygen I can carry. My daughter and nephew meeting me there. Thank heavens for wheelchair attendants and close upfront seating on the plane!
• Continued prayer for Rich who has been an absolute tower of strength and support! (His new book will be printed this week – which has helped keep his spirits up. Really exciting!)

Also getting some ‘help’ dealing with spirit and soul issues leading up to all this with Pastor Lee Eddy (Mountain Song in Indian Hills) who has a wonderful ministry in these areas – very different, kingdom oriented and effective. Rich loves him – they’ve become good friends. I knew from the beginning that a testimony (and probably a teaching) will come from all of this of Spirit, Soul & Body – (still watching the nutrition – very important).

The greatest part is a great testimony of how the Body of Christ comes together in a time of need. We stand in amazement at the love that has come from so many of you in so many ways. We know without a doubt we are not in this battle alone – which helps us all to be encouraged that we will be there for each other in any crisis. What else is the kingdom community all about? How wonderful to personally see it in action. We are humbled and will never be the same. May we give back to you in as many ways as possible as you have given to us. So many lessons learned.

Much love to all. I wish I could send you each individual thank you notes but time and energy has not allowed it yet. Just know how grateful we are for each and every part. (Even taking the time to read theses updates!) We will follow up with more results after the 11th and the trip to Houston.

I know many of you have been through similar battles with cancer with many successes. We’re going for the WHOLE body, soul and spirit cure to be a witness to the Body and the world just as I’m sure you have done. So many have sent us research and alternative treatments and we are grateful. We have chosen the leading of the Lord for me in my case – knowing there are other good, proven treatments out there. But all of it has gone into our ‘Research File’ and well kept. So know it is appreciated and we thank you.

All our love and gratitude.
May this New Year (Jewish calendar) 5772 be a year of revelation and unexpected blessings for each of you!

Gail (Rich too!)

Mom and Rich are home! Thanks to the outpouring of prayer, love and support from so many of you, they were able to stay on schedule. They were so very grateful to arrive home Tuesday night.

The upside to the unplanned 4-day hospital stay in Houston was that near the end of her visit one of Mom’s doctors finally diagnosed her persistent cough… FINALLY! After a relatively quick review of her symptoms, the doctor said it was a clear case of Tracheitis. Another doctor concurred. Mom laughingly said, “Where have you been this whole time??” Unfortunately, treatment for her case requires steroids. She also needs plenty of oxygen and a humidifier.

In addition to the Tracheitis, Mom’s pulmonologist felt that her fever was probably pneumonia again. However, there is also a side effect of radiation that is very similar to pneumonia which can also cause fevers. Mom plans to find the very best pulmonologist in Denver to finally get solid answers here. Pray for her to find just the right one!

Now that they are home, Mom will continue with Dr. B as an outpatient. AARP discounts have helped with many of the prescriptions, but there are still a few drugs that are not covered, and they are extremely expensive. She will return to Dr. B in two months for an evaluation.

Mom’s prayer has been, and will continue to be, for total healing. Not remission, but total and complete healing… AMEN! Please pray also for Rich, that he is able to find rest and comfort. This journey has been emotionally and physically draining on him as well.

Love & Blessings,
Valerie

Mom and Rich had to take an unexpected detour to the ER at a Houston hospital 2 days ago. Although they have been very happy with the care and treatment at Dr. B’s Clinic, the persistent infection in Mom’s lung continues to baffle doctors. So while the cancer is in check, the hospital has brought in specialists including an infectious disease doc. The symptoms present as pneumonia, but there’s something else going on here.

The urgent prayer request today is that the experts will be able to identify the source of the infection, eliminate the fever, and for fast answers so that Mom and Rich can return home on the 16th as planned

The hospital is not comfortable, so additional prayer for rest for both Mom, and for Rich… I’m so very grateful for him.

Love & Blessings,
Valerie

Burzynski Clinic, Houston, TX.

 

Sorry for the long interval between Blog updates.  We wanted to get all the information possible before writing it. Warning:  This is a long one – full of what we feel are important details. Hope you can find the time to read it through.

 

We arrived in Houston July 27 and checked in to a great Marriott Residence type Inn at a GREAT rate. It’s a cute room, albeit small, but full kitchen and everything we need. Very comfortable bed and you all know how important that is – especially for three weeks!

Most of the day Thursday, July 28, was spent at the Clinic meeting with four Medical doctors and then a final consultation with Dr. Burzynski himself.  Seems he oversees and has the final say over every patient and there are people here from all over the world.  The whole place is very impressive as is the entire clinic and staff. Many are Believers.  Dr. B. is very involved with his Polish Catholic Church and several of the staff attend there, I think.  There are 24 medical doctors in all, huge support staff both medical & admin, even a Nutritionalist (from Arkansas) who is on the same page with us! Dr. B. has actually “imported” about 30% of his staff from Poland. Everyone is top notch in their jobs but with sweet and caring attitudes. You can’t help but feel good here. They all highly respect Dr. B. – considering him brilliant and some say, ‘genius’.  I keep hearing, “You’re in the right place” from those I’ve come to know better.

 

Great Health Report!: It took several days to get all my tests done but results came Wednesday this week. The MRI and PetScans revealed the cancer is no longer in the adrenal gland, hardly visible in the lung and nothing more in the brain!  (There were some pinhead size dots in the brain but they believe residue from previous radiation).  The doctors are VERY pleased and are saying that no further metastasizing has taken place. What a great report! We are giving all the credit to God and answered prayers as I haven’t had any chemo in several weeks.  The last two lesions in my brain were ‘zapped’ before we left Denver.  Rich and I actually got to see the scans with the radiologist here.

I do, however, have some issues in my lungs. Partly what I was hospitalized for is still acting up. The scans showed areas of pulmonary infiltration. So the actual size of the original tumor is hard to see (it’s soooo small) and I’m on antibiotics trying to clear the infection. This is making me weak and hard to breathe with low grade fever occasionally. Docs also say the fatigue comes  from all I’ve been through with the chemo & radiation – which makes sense. The breathing is what’s rough. Oxygen helps.

Now the task ahead is to rid me completely of ALL cancer – never to return! Yes, God!  In order to do that, I’m on a treatment plan with the Clinic.  That plan consists of five different medications. One is made by Dr. B’s lab (which we tour on Monday) and the other four are FDA approved but important to note – VERY PINPOINTED according to my blood work, etc. which we get by prescription. A far cry from being blasted with toxic chemo that goes everywhere and hopes it hit the cells targeted in the doing. The radiation has been high tech pinpointed and successful – although there are definite side effects from it as well. However, unlike chemo under Medicare – these meds are hugely expensive. But more about that in a minute.

 

TESTIMONIES: (First and foremost the above Health Report!)

  1. 1. Last Friday I called AARP/United Health Care in desperation as the drugs are enormously expensive and we have no prescription insurance. The lady spent three hours with me on the phone – and by the time she finished I was approved by the following Monday effective August 1!!  A miracle!  See below the difference – still huge but ……. To purchase these drugs through the Clinic pharmacy or without insurance would cost thousands.

 

  1. 2. Rich had planned to return to Denver today, Sunday, but realized he needed to be here with me the entire time. I called the airline to change his ticket (had a written doctor’s excuse) but after talking with the reservationist a while – she changed both of us to correspond with our existing air miles to August 16th and waived ALL fees and didn’t need the doctor excuse.

 

  1. 3. The Marriott Town Plaza (a residence type Inn) gave us a great rate from the Clinic of $60 a night PLUS SIX FREE nights because we have Marriott points.  We’ll also be earning more points for our stay.

 

  1. 4. Great rental car for only $112 a week. It would have been difficult to get around as it turned out – now we can shop and cook in our room. We’re 15 minutes from the Clinic.

 

NEED FOR PRAYER:

 

  1. 1. Of course the need for complete healing of the cancer and specific prayer for whatever is in my lungs and my breathing to be restored.

 

  1. 2. My original Biopsy has been ordered by Burzynski Clinic from a lab they use in Phoenix called “Target Now”/Carsis DX.http://www.carisdx.com (worth taking a look at – fascinating!). This will pinpoint even more exactly the molecular ‘fingerprint’ of the tumor and exactly what drug therapies it will respond to unique to my genes & genetics.

However, it takes time for them to get the biopsy from the Denver hospital lab to them and the results to the Clinic here.  We need to be here when it comes as it could change the meds I’m currently being prescribed and I need to be monitored. We plan to leave in nine days. Otherwise, I would have to stay on or fly back (not good).

PLEASE PRAY FOR THIS TO BE EXPEDITED QUICKLY – ESPECIALLY THIS WEEK! IT’S VITAL!

 

  1. 3. Dr. B. has prescribed the aforementioned five drugs from his extensive research and my blood work and current condition. (The above #3 could change some things).We already had to purchase three of the FDA drugs – one being the in-house manufactured drug – $3600 so far -plus a five day supply of each of the other two because I have to be monitored on each one before continuing. One was $1200 and the other $1500. For a five day supply!!!  We went to Walgreens yesterday to get my new antibiotics (much better than the hospital had me on!) only $4 – yea – but found the cost of two of the main drugs I am on so far is $748 mo. and $2200 or so WITH insurance. About $3000 a month for the next two to three months in addition to the in-house drug unless the Docs change or decrease them (maybe after the Carsis Biopsy report). Hugely different from without insurance but still . . . . good grief.

And I’ll still need their in-house drug – not sure of $$ per month yet.

Then there’s the intravenous medication – Avastin.   My chemo oncologist in Denver put me on the last visit there but combined with another drug which is actually a chemo drug.  The medical field believes these must be taken together. Dr. B. had researched this extensively (as he has everything prescribed) and does not agree. I only need the non-chemo drug Avastin. Now the challenge will be to see if Dr. Chemo (or Dr. Doom& Gloom as you may remember my nickname for him) or another Oncologist in Denver will administer it without the corresponding chemo drug. If so, I can be under Medicare again there.  The Clinic has plans to administer at least one dose here – they prefer two – but the cost of each is $4999!  And they want to do it this coming week.  The funds are simply not there so we’ll have to discuss options unless miracle $$ appear.

 

  1. 4. We are currently low on funds and certainly not enough to cover these drugs – even going forward more than a few days or a week. Either God has another plan or we need a miracle in finances.  We don’t have a credit card or a line of credit to draw from. Selling one of our cars (maybe worth $6000) is an option but would only be a drop in the bucket and take much needed time. Hardly worth it.

 

There has already been a huge outpouring of giving by so many of you, it has overwhelmed us

and enabled us to get this far plus the expenses in Denver when this started before we were even accepted at Burzynski’s.  The Lord has shown us, however, that we are only to look to Him and not to man – although we know He uses us in helping others. We do believe that coming here was directly led by the Lord and we ARE in the right place. We also don’t believe He takes us down the road to drop us off halfway. But how He will open the path to continue is beyond trying to figure out or strategize.

So we need your prayers – still! And we know many of you are standing the gap. We feel it and see it. We don’t know what we would have done without your prayers.

 

As I said before in the last Blog, Dr. Doom & Gloom, the Chemo Oncologist, gave me a very small chance to overcome this thing except for months/years of chemo to stay in remission. Dr. Burzynski and his Clinic see many complete healings of cancers far worse than mine. And people are treated according to their specific condition.  Although they are NOT considered an Alternative Clinic – but, rather, a Medical and FDA approved one, they are still not under Medicare and other insurances. So it makes it difficult for people like us and many others to handle the costs – especially the drugs. A fact is that so many of the staff are sad to see, because they know the level of help received here. We have already spent close to $20,000 since arriving here (one PetScan out of pocket due to Medicare time restriction rules).  By the looks of things, another $10,000 to $15,000 could be needed for drugs over the next month or months – maybe more. We have $10K of the $20K considered a deposit against the daily doctor visits and nurse fees.  This doesn’t come as a surprise as we were initially told to expect at least $36,000 to include the prescriptions. We came on faith knowing we were short of that figure and now the prescription insurance will help. But still.

 

We are putting all of this in God’s Hands. He has taken us this far. How He will do the rest will be interesting and amazing to see.  We do know that Prayer Request #2 – getting the biopsy results QUICKLY is major.

 

Thank you for reading this and for your prayers and support. There’s a reason for walking this out and my prayer is that this experience will help many others through all we’re learning – spirit, soul and body. This journey has been allowed by God – we have no doubt. We pray it will bear much fruit. Nothing about it has been ‘traditional’ but we have been willing to walk the path given to us. Because you have walked with us, we will all share in the ‘testimony’.

 

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We love and appreciate all you have done for us and for standing with us – more than words.

 

Anticipating more of His Grace that is sufficient for us all,

 

Gail & Rich

 

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HOUSTON – IT’S A GO!

After arriving home from a six-day hospital stay to determine the cause of the infection in my lungs with moderately high fevers, the bottom line is they aren’t sure what it was or is. Doctors gave it a generic diagnosis– pulmonary infiltration. They still can’t pinpoint the source, and steroids and antibiotics help, but they aren’t a cure. The biggest issue is my difficult time breathing when moving about, which at times is debilitating.

My chemo doctor came to see me a couple of times – only to wake me at 8:00 AM and (literally) yell at me at length about how I must get back on chemo. His prognosis was very dark. I won’t even give it the place to repeat it. We just wrote dear Dr. Chemo off our list of future care doctors.

Dr Schewe, Radiology Oncologist, is a whole other story. He is encouraging and has given his blessing to my plans to go to Houston for treatment. Surprisingly, several other doctors at St. Anthony’s also approved of alternative treatment in Houston, rare for traditional medical doctors. I have two more brain radiations to go on a small lesion, which will be complete before I leave.

Sooooooo –  the day after returning home from the hospital, we had some very exciting news. PRAISE GOD! After much prayer and seeing God’s Hand on the Burzynski Clinic in Houston, we received a call that I’ve been accepted to start treatment July 28!! I will not need to go for consultation/testing before being accepted as I had thought. The testing will be done the first day and treatment begins for a period of 2-4 weeks right then! It takes 4 days to get test results but they have interim treatment while waiting.

Rich and I leave Wednesday AM. He will go with me to help me get situated for 10 days. We’re staying in a residence type inn two miles from the clinic in a studio with full kitchen so we can cook and eat in.  There are also lots of Wholefood type stores in the area.  Many Clinic patients stay there at discounted rates. It will be good to have Rich with me that long. He plans on writing his books, and there’s also a pool and fitness center for him.  Then I’ll stay on however long needed. By then, prayerfully, the breathing problem will relent.

The prayers, love and financial support have been overwhelming to us. After the last six weeks expenses, we still have ½ the money needed and to get started. We are amazed, and feel this sign to us of God’s clear direction and approval for this way to go.  I’m sorry to say I’ve not been able to get the many thank you notes to you, so please accept our deep appreciation for all that you’ve given – in prayer and in financial support – big and small. May it all be added to your account in Heaven – and multiplied back to you here on earth! (II Cor. 9:6-15 AMP).

I will be on my laptop and cell phone the entire time. So will Rich.

Specific prayer requests:

  • The breathing issues to be healed!
  • Safe travel
  • Wisdom for doctors at the Clinic.
  • The rest of the finances to come in – about $16,000.
  • And for Little Annie – the 6.5 year old really suffering for four years. She is waiting acceptance to the clinic.

Words aren’t enough to tell of our appreciation. Our hearts are full of love for you all. There are years of exciting cutting edge kingdom ministry ahead which we believe, by words, dreams, visions, and God would have us be a part. In some ways – it feels like we’ve just begun!  There is so much for us all to do. God is stepping up the times. May we have opportunity to bless you as much as you have blessed us.

We love you!

Rich, Gail, and Team Wedding Dance

“Beloved, I pray that you may prosper in all things

 and be in health, just as your soul prospers”. 3 Jn 2

Let us hear from you on the Blog @ http://gailsweddingdance.wordpress.com/

PS  Special thanks to our ‘kids” for making this Blog possible.—

Val & Tim Starn – daughter and son-in—law

John & Sarah Roth – Spiritual Son & Daughter

Kathy Schmidt for her ongoing love and admin support

David Buston for the faithful website upkeep.

The LWMI Centre Team and family for all they do and stand with us.

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